Know what, fuck that shit, fuck it all, to hell with my trust and love, burn it all. Swell! I won't be here when you turn around so ask me anything you've ever wanted to know now. I've been a true friend to the very very end. So call me with something not worth any of my time, ill pick you up, help you through it, get you back on track, and go one with my own life. I know ill never be the same person I was, but hey, to bad. While you sat back and laughed, I gritted my teeth, pushed on, and took a bow, to all the sinner who watched my life from a TV screen, waiting for something to make me lean, from my beliefs. And as they watched me burn I listened and learned, from all of my mistakes and how I made my way. Yeah, I have a huge scar, yah wanna see it? Its right here under my skin, i live and breathe it. Sucking all the life from me, it's all I can do not to scream and I could ask for help from another loving friend but then again, why would I? they never really listen. I've been here for more then a couple years now. Watching you become someone your not, and word on the street is, you're into pot, now I can't even stand it, you're just so bland and, now they've stolen your identity and all that you mean to me. I've watched you go up in flames and I knew it would happen, but i tried anyways, to tell you that I loved you and be a good friend, to be the one who's there when nobody else was, I really did. I guess the point I'm making is I'm as bad as it gets, tired of all the shit you might have missed. One person can only take so much shit before they quit. And no, I'm not gunna put a gun up to my head, if I was gunna do that shit, id already be dead. one more then I'm gunna say before I close up my heart, to all you sinners who ever tore me apart, is I hate the way you lie, and use me as your healer... I'm not the same person I was, I'm stronger and better